interview room had once been a cell.
She watched me over the steam of the coffee and through the smoke. She took one last long draw and dropped the
butt onto the gray cracked cement floor and put it out with the sole of a worn silver-toed boot. Her eyes dared me to
complain. I could see that her skinned knuckles were beginning to swell so I offered some ice. She declined.
I sipped my coffee and looked at the spatters of blood that danced over her shirt between the roses and the pearly
white snaps. Some from her nose, I reckoned most of it from various places on Officer Carey. One shirt pocket hung from
a single remaining corner, both elbows split into shreds, and the tail hung out over dark blue denim jeans where a rug-
burned knee poked through a new hole. A bruise began to paint her left jaw, and a small dark knot rose between her short
auburn curls and her eyebrow. In a couple of days she’d look like a raccoon when gravity took the blood in that knot down
around her eyes.
I knew she’d sold her cows and came to town with some money in her pocket for supplies, money for winter hay, a
new shirt, new jeans, three months of food, fuel for the truck, and a little bit left over for a few beers at the Big Horn Club,
but not enough for new boots.
The bartender’s statement indicated that the woman had played a couple games of pool then sat at the bar with her
beer. The boys from a Bureau of Land Management summer temporary crew thundered in around nine o’clock and took
up the rest of the bar stools. Most of them weren’t locals, “So they never considered the end result of bitching about the
Taylor grazing rights and the ranchers whilst they was sittin’ right next to one, I guess,” he’d said.
He described how she’d finished her beer, ordered another one and then bought three rounds for the crew, but kept
nursing the one in front of her. When she finished her beer she left the bar stool and picked up a cue stick and racked up
the balls. His statement ended there.
But a week after I’d sat with the woman at the jail, he and I ran into each other at a baseball game. “I saw the set of her
jaw and the look in her eye. I shoulda called you all then,” he said, shaking his head. “But I knowed her all her life. She
started ridin’ afore she could walk and could rope, shoot, and ride better than any hand by the time she was nine year old.
I guess I just wanted to see it play out, and now I’m sorry about that.”
He explained how locals from the mill and the mine had trickled in and the place started filling up and how she’d
stood alone at the pool table waiting for the crew to finish their drinks and order more. Then she’d asked them if they ever
had a job where they had to work and she told them she’d had to borrow against the ranch to pay her taxes so they could
sit on their asses and ride around in pretty lime-colored trucks and shoot their mouths off about people who worked for a
living.
“She never raised her voice. Quiet like; lookin’ from one of them ta the other when she talked. The whole place went
real still. One of the crew slid off his bar stool, staggered over and picked up a chair. She hopped up on the pool table with
the cue stick in her hand. That’s when I picked up the phone.”
It had taken Officer Carey and me less than ten minutes to reach the parking lot in front of the Big Horn Club. A mop
of curly blonde hair falling over his red neck, Officer Carey had carried his six foot frame and formidable prejudices all the
way from Macon, Georgia. As far as Officer Carey was concerned, a woman belonged at home, bare foot and pregnant,
slaving over a sink full of his dirty dishes. He didn’t take well to me riding next to him in the black and white Plymouth
and made it part of his daily litany to tell me so. I didn’t like it much either. Especially on nights. Night shifts, even small
town night shifts, are risky. Partners need to trust one another. Partners need to back up one another. He was convinced
no woman had the physical ability to back him up. All ninety-eight pounds of me was convinced he’d leave me wide open
just to validate his testosterone-infused opinions.
I stepped out of the car, put my night stick through the ring on my belt with one hand and my hat on my head with
the other. I had visions of Carey leaning over me in my hospital bed saying, “See, I told y’all she couldn’t cut it.” The door