A thump inside the box interrupted me.
I froze. Was that…?
No. It can’t be. “Open it.” Now that we were home, Sloane’s earlier neutrality slipped
away, revealing an uncharacteristic touch of nerves.
She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear as I walked toward the middle
of the living room floor. My heart slammed against my ribcage; she wasn’t the only nervous one in the room, though I had no reason for it other than an increasing suspicion of what waited inside the box.
When I got closer, I saw little air holes poked into the sides, and my
suspicions swung from pretty sure to sure sure.
Still, I didn’t allow myself to breathe until I opened the box and… Fuck. There she was.
My throat closed at the sight of big brown eyes gazing up at me with
pure trust and adoration. She looked so small in that big box, and it brought me right back to my childhood, when I’d opened a similar box and seen a similar face greeting me.
I’d been here before. Not this exact place and time, but the emotions,
the instant bond, the weight on my chest, they hadn’t changed.
“It’s a chocolate Lab,” Sloane said when I simply stared at the puppy in
silence. She drew her bottom lip between her teeth. “You always say how much you miss Hershey, and every time we pass the dog park, you get this look on your face...We have Feisty, but he’s not the same as a dog, and I thought…Anyway, we can take her back if you don’t—”
“Luna.” “Yes?” Nerves played across her face, and if I didn’t already know I
loved her beyond imagining, I would’ve fallen right then and there.
“You’re fucking incredible.” The rose on her cheeks deepened. “So you like her.” Relief softened the
question into a statement.
Sloane would never admit it, but there was still a part of her that
worried she wasn’t warm enough or empathetic enough to be “normal,” and it killed me. She was dealing with that part better than before, but I supposed our insecurities would always have a hold on us, no matter how small. They were what made us human.
Besides, while Sloane may not verbalize her feelings as openly or
frequently as others, the thought behind her actions ran deep.