Mom’s. But more than looks, she carries the same arrogance, the unwavering
conviction that she belongs in the sky. She’s a rider through and through.
She’s everything I’m not, and the disapproving shake of Mom’s head says she
agrees. I’m too short. Too frail. What curves I do have should be muscle, and my
traitorous body makes me embarrassingly vulnerable.
Mom walks toward us, her polished black boots gleaming in the mage lights
that flicker from the sconces. She picks up the end of my long braid, scoffs at the
section just above my shoulders where the brown strands start to lose their
warmth of color and slowly fade to a steely, metallic silver by the ends, and then
drops it. “Pale skin, pale eyes, pale hair.” Her gaze siphons every ounce of my
confidence down to the marrow in my bones. “It’s like that fever stole all your
coloring along with your strength.” Grief flashes through her eyes and her brows
furrow. “I told him not to keep you in that library.”
It’s not the first time I’ve heard her curse the sickness that nearly killed her
while she was pregnant with me or the library Dad made my second home once
she’d been stationed here at Basgiath as an instructor and he as a scribe.
“I love that library,” I counter. It’s been more than a year since his heart
finally failed, and the Archives are still the only place that feels like home in this
giant fortress, the only place where I still feel my father’s presence.
“Spoken like the daughter of a scribe,” Mom says quietly, and I see it—the
woman she was while Dad was alive. Softer. Kinder…at least for her family.
“I am the daughter of a scribe.” My back screams at me, so I let my pack slip
from my shoulders, guiding it to the floor, and take my first full breath since
leaving my room.
Mom blinks, and that softer woman is gone, leaving only the general.
“You’re the daughter of a rider, you are twenty years old, and today is
Conscription Day. I let you finish your tutoring, but like I told you last spring, I
will not watch one of
my children enter the Scribe Quadrant, Violet.”
“Because scribes are so far beneath riders?” I grumble, knowing perfectly
well that riders are the top of the social and military hierarchy. It helps that
their bonded dragons roast people for fun.
“Yes!” Her customary composure slips. “And if you dare walk into the tunnel
toward the Scribe Quadrant today, I will rip you out by that ridiculous braid and
put you on the parapet myself.”
My stomach turns over.
“Dad wouldn’t want this!” Mira argues, color flushing up her neck.
“I loved your father, but he’s dead,” Mom says, as if giving the weather
report. “I doubt he wants much these days.”